Topic: My dad.

Even though I know it's not his fault, I have so much resentment towards my father.

I never got to know my dad until I was twelve. Then suddenly he shows up with some bitch of a wife, and four other kids.
Then she cheats on him around the same time I showed up, and that lasts two years. She finally gets pregnant, they divorce and my dad became this complete... sob story.

I mean, I guess I understand to a degree. If the mother of my children did that to me, I'd be broken too.

But don't take it out on your eldest who doesn't live with you.

And don't EVER try to pull the 'father' card with me. Where the fuck were you before I hit puberty? Where were you DURING puberty? Where are you after?

Oh. That's right. Not here.

The only 'family' thing we ever did together was when you came to my graduation and afterwards you, mom, and I were outside at the bonfire roasting hot dogs and talking. Oh. And you give me money for Conventions.

Other than that though, you've never been a father to me.

So it's no wonder I blocked you from Facebook. I don't want to talk to you.

Yes I love you, and I realize you didn't have a choice when I was born, and I realize my grandmother made it hard for you to see me and after we moved it got harder... But come on. You didn't even try.


...Bye.