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Someone I love killed himself this morning.
I spent 4 hours at his mother's house this morning.
I missed school.
I have done nothing but sleep and cry.
I feel sick.

I kissed his cheek.
He was cold.
He wasn't the right color.
He wasn't moving.
His eyes were just very slightly open.
His mouth was closed.
He looked like he was sleeping.
His facial hair was really light. It used to be darker.

I miss my cousin.
I love you Travis.